Let us step out into the night and pursue that flighty temptress, adventure. -Albus Dumbledore
Saturday, December 26, 2009
mes amis
Thursday, December 24, 2009
To salvage some of the actual Christmas Eve spirit, I am baking. Currently, I've got 2 batches of sugar cookies done, snickerdoodles in the oven, and peanut butter cookie dough chilling in the fridge. Kathleen Battle and Frederica Von Stade are blasting out of the computer their interpretation of "Deck the Halls!" I am happy.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
My Christmas Wish
Monday, December 21, 2009
Happiness = Bookstores
I came across this nugget of wisdom in Albus Dumbledore's commentary on The Warlock's Hairy Heart in The Tales of Beedle the Bard. Dumbledore says: "To hurt is as human as to breathe." Who knew a mythical wizard could pack so much punch and give such an insight on human existence. But really, I think this is an interesting point. Pain, whether spiritual, emotional, mental, or physical, is part of mortality and despite the obvious difficulties of this fact, this pain should not be avoided. Somewhat counterintuitive, but an attitude that I need to do a better job of accepting. Thanks Dumbledore.
Completely unrelated (courtesy of Fo):
Read this article from The Onion.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
When the Schwestis Write a Family Christmas Letter.
Siebach Skedaddles 2009
Die ganze Familie:
Ralph and Muriel! Seneca Lake, NY. Peppy’s Ice Cream. Dock. Peppy’s. Dock. Redux. Tahannock Falls. Cayuga Lake Creamery. Dance party. Palmyra, NY. Chill and Grill Ice Cream. Brookville, PA. Frosty Freeze Ice Cream.
Diggs (the prime of his life):
Plow. Deere. Farmall. Massey. Ford. Garden. Teach. Harvest. Mater sauce. Peach butter. Charlie Weis. St. Bonaventure. Harvard. Audit. Charlie Weis.
Chuls (the prime of her life):
Williamsburg. Boston. Lexington. Concord. DC. Girls Camp. Time at home. Classroom. Applesauce. Jam. Mater soup. Apple butter. Students. Time at home.
Sars (28):
Libes. Bryce Canyon. Indiana. Corn. Soy. Yard sale. Nirvana. Mennonites. Larry Yoder. Larry Yoder. Horse. Plow. Blubes. Toodle toot. Yellow Square.
Ferik (27,29):
Touchdown. Jesus. Ph.D. Ph.D. New house. Bemidji. Wall Drug. Utah. Mr. Finnegan. Salmon River. Hagiography. Kafka. Paleography. Derrida. Latin. German. Gummies. Pizza. Caffeine. Constantine. Reign of Fire. Sunbeams. Rigdonites. Mr. Finnegan. Christmas Tree Farm. Bliss.
Chiggy (24):
Boston. Schoolies. Kirkegaard. Chicago. Utah. Chuls’ kitchen. Apple pie. Strawberry pie. Blueberry pie. Peach pie. Berry tart. Chuls’ kitchen. Quincy House Cafeteria.
Kee (22):
Rugby. Sweet 16. Europe. Paris. Le Vesinet. London. Dingle. Normandy. Bruges. Brussels. Bern. Guggisberg. Marseilles. Aix- en- Provence. Rome. Florence. USA. Europe. Triste. Wanderlust.
Peeps (17):
Preference. Swim. AP. Sweethearts. AP. Prom. AP. Sleep. Lifeguard. Homecoming. AP. Sadies. AP. Swim. Winter Ball. Sleep.
Friday, December 18, 2009

I read the back cover, sat down and read the first few pages, and was hooked. I finally was able to finish it tonight and in short:
If you, like me, have always liked the idea of having your own produce and buying local but didn't know exactly how to do it, you should read this book. OR if you aren't convinced on why buying local is important and ultimately better for you and the country as a whole, you should read this book. I will be happy to lend you my copy.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Adjustments.
1. The church is more true in French than in English. Okay, not REALLY, but I really missed listening to church in French on Sunday.
2. It is a good thing I don't drink alcohol because if I did, I would be drinking myself to death in order to escape the reality of my situation.
3. I really need to get over this not really liking being in Utah business and try and discover the coolies things that are around me. So I can't go to the Louvre every day... there's always the MOA. Hm... not helping.
4. I missed my friends and family a lot. I am excited to start school again, even if BYU campus happens to be in Provo.
5. I need to go back to Europe.
I know, I know. You are all probably sick of me complaining about Utah. But in all honestly, I am trying here. I've decided I'm going to discover Salt Lake in the coming months. I think that will be a good assignment for me in order to keep me occupied and appreciate the things around me. So if any of you know of coolies places to discover, let me know!
Monday, December 14, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009

it finally tastes right. i'm already on my second bottle. and i'm trying to stay awake.
other glaring differences between france and the US i've noticed in the few hours i've been back in the country:
1. american toilets are amazing.
2. airport workers smile at you and ask you how you're doing. i'm thinking: "wait? i don't have to be afraid to talk to you? i'm not going to feel like an idiot?"
3. drinking fountains!
4. everyone isn't wearing BLACK.
things i already miss:
1. europe
2. france
3. paris
4. hearing french everywhere
5. boulangeries.
and i could continue.... but i shant. it's good to be home. but sad at the same time. i'm already planning a return trip. and am taking donations starting... now.
Friday, December 11, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
A tout a l'heure
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Reasons why.
I return to the good 'ol US of A in 10 days. I am excited to go home. I honest to goodness never thought I would last the entire 3 months. I remember within the first week of the program, I was looking for plane tickets home, but the 4,000 dollar price tag made staying the only option. And praise the heavens I did. I wouldn't give up what I have discovered and learned about the world and myself during this time for anything. As my stay here winds down and I reflect on the overall experience, I have been trying to think about why I have taken to Europe as I have, besides the obvious answer that Europe is straight up fantastic. I think I may have come up with a possible answer-- let me share. I will try to be brief.
I suppose the main reason I love Europe is because this continent has given me a chance at discovery- of many things. But most importantly self-discovery. I have been forced to prove to myself that I am capable of being happy in a place where, frankly, I don't really fit in, even though I would like to. I have learned a lot about the kind of person I am in the past 3 months and for the most part I've liked what I have found. Being put in a vulnerable, ridiculously scary situation such as this forced me to choose to sink or swim. My head is still above water. I have been able to stretch my ideas about the world and cultures and languages and see that yes, America is great, and I'm grateful to live there, but other places have their advantages too.
Above all, I am eternally indebted to Europe for somehow making previously discarded dreams seem possible again. It has given life to ideas I killed long ago with my supposedly realistic take on things. Throughout my life, I have been in a constant battle between what I want to think is possible (the idealistic side of me) and what actually is. Right now, I feel like I can do just about whatever I want. I don't know if it's the European air, the escape from Utah, or what, but I like this feeling. Like why can't I have some land when I grow up? And why can't I teach English in Africa? Thanks to Europe, I'm trying to get rid of my self-imposed barriers that have stunted my growth in the past.
And that friends is why I love this place and am going to miss it like a motherless child.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sweet mother of lust....
Sigh....
I want to be able to flat pick like Dave, strum like Gillian, and sing like the both of them. Pretty please?
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Returned...
In brief, Italy was indescribably magnificent. It still seems surreal that I went at all and saw so many incredible art works and ate so much incredible food. I want a return trip PRONTO. I will blog about it as soon as I recover a little bit.
I leave Europe in 12 days. Wow. I expect these last days to pass far too quickly. But I will confess that I am excited to be in my home again and to see the Familie Siebach and friends. I want to come back after Christmas break. Can that be arranged?
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Happy Thanksgiving!
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Marseilles/Aix-en-Provence
My time here is running uncomfortably short. I am constantly thinking about how little time I have and approaching end with both dread and excitement. I try not to focus on the finish line but rather choose to focus on upcoming events-- like ITALY! I head there on Wednesday and return Sunday night. Bongiorno Italia! Another country, another culture, another language, and more potential discoveries.... I COEUR Europe.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Discoveries
3. With 1 Starbucks Chai Tea, 3 napkins, and 2 hours of creativity in the upstairs of a Starbucks on Avenue de l'Opera, Sara and I can write an incredible story. Just call us the next J.K. Rowling.
4. Um, who forgot to tell me that humans don't have poseable thumbs, they have opposable thumbs? I missed that boat. I feel like my life has been a complete and total lie. Thanks you Sara for setting my life down the correct path.
5. I love Europe. Okay, that's not really something I discovered today, but it was reiterated today. Don't make me come home. Good news though. I changed my plane ticket so I'm now coming home 5 days later. Whoopie!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
L'amour
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Sprechen Sie Englisch?
Here are some things I learned in Switzerland:
1. Switzerland is EXPENSIVE. You'd think with all the banking it would be pretty cheap, but nope. We're talking 9 dollars for a sandwhich expensive. Ridiculous really.
2. I want to learn/re-learn German. Bern is in the German-speaking section of Switzerland so most of the signs were in Deutsch and most of the people spoke Deutsch. I took German for 2 years in junior high but when faced with a situation involving German, I remembered pathetically little of what I've learned. "Sprechen Sie Englisch?" was about the best I could muster. Kylie and Sara nominated me the German translator of the trip and I can't count the number of times they asked me "Hey Kirsten, how do you say ________ in German?" or "Hey Kirsten, what does _____ mean?" All of it was in jest, of course, but I still wish I could remember more!!! However, I was able to teach Sara how do say "Today is my birthday," "I am 21 years old," and "I come from Guggisberg." You occasionally heard French in Bern, and when I did, I was put at ease, which was somewhat of an odd feeling. Instead of looking for my native English, I was looking for French and felt comfortable when I found it. I still want to study some German though. My last name, afterall, is Siebach.
3. I want to go back to Switzerland and rent a car and hike EVERYWHERE.
Here are some pictures from the trip.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Outfits and Outings.
The French (especially the Parisians) put an incredible amount of emphasis on appearance. Men, women, boys, girls, grandparents-- I rarely see anyone on the street who is not well put together. Paris also happens to be one of the fashion capitals of the world- awesome for me, right? I still get pretty uncomfortable going into nice stores and looking around because I can tell that the works don't approve of my attire. But I've decided to take the following attitude: I will never dress like the Parisians. But I can still appreciate the beauty of the clothing they wear. I can appreciate fashion even though I don't choose to wear it. So dress as you will Parisians! I just wish you wouldn't scoff at the way I do.
Onto a different topic: yesterday Nannick took my roommates and me on an outing into the country side. We all piled into her little Peugeot (it feels weird to ride in a car after riding the metro all the time) and headed towards north-east for about 70 kilometers (I wish I could remember the name of the place!). We saw some cool churches, one built right into the side of the mountain, and a castle from the 11th century. To top things off, Nannick packed a picnic which we ate on the edge of the Seine. Life is pretty h-ing great.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Thanks to the striking of 3 transportation unions, I will not be able to go to class tomorrow. Their protesting is going to affect the trains into Paris. At least they were considerate enough to warn us about it! But how could I live in Paris without being affected by a strike? As their history shows, the French take great pride in their right to voice their opinions. And if the government is going to be as centralized as the French government is, they better have a way for their citizens to let out their emotions unless they want another 1789, 1830, AND 1848 on their hands. I can't complain about not being able to get into Paris tomorrow... we were supposed to have a test. :)
I am scheduled to go home one month from yesterday. December 7th. I feel like I am finally getting the hang of this whole living in Europe thing. Maybe I'll just have to move back here sometime. Perhaps not Paris, but France certainly. I can honestly say I love Europe. I can't wait to come back and discover more. But what am I saying? I've still got a month here and adventures are waiting. This week's adventure: Switzerland. Did anyone else just start singing the Sound of Music? (I know that takes place in Austria, but the whole Alps thing...) We're going to spend a few days in Bern. It should be pretty h-ing fantastic.
Here are some pictures from the week. Hope you enjoy.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Where are you from?
"I was born in Texas, grew up in Utah, but am FROM Pennsylvania because my grandparents have a kick-ass farm there."
Amen.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Metro Moment #2
Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! A man after midnight!
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Yes, that's right. ABBA. But lets be serious-- who isn't fond of a little ABBA once in a while, right?
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Belgium Anyone?
1. We got to Gare du Nord at 7 AM on Friday to try and get on a train. The first man we talked to said the earliest we would be able to leave is 3:30 PM. No bueno. We decided to talk to another lady who just happened to be one of the few nice people in Paris (exaggeration... sort of) and she found us a train out of a different station at 10. We would get to Bruges at 1:30. Parfait. But the ONLY way we would have known that a train was leaving at that time and there happened to be four open seats is because we talked to this specific lady. Emilie was her name. I will forever remember her for making it possible for us to go to Belgium.
2. We rolled into Brussels at 12:03 and our connection to Bruges left at 12:05. The train to Bruges just happened to be about 5 minutes late, so we made our connection.
3. We had no plan of a place to stay but figured we would just be able to find something. The first hostel we went to said they were all full, and most of the others would be full too. BUT, the nice hostel man directed us to Charley Rocket's bar/hostel and said they would probably have spots. They did. We slept well after an exhausting day of discovering Bruges. What a great town.
4. After a LOVELY time in Bruges, we headed to Brussels around noon on Sunday. Our first order of business was to try and get a train home that night. When we first approached the worker and told him our situation, he said the earliest we would be able to get back would be the next day. NOT good. After trying two other searches with no luck, I was getting ready to ask him if he knew of any hostels in Brussels to stay in. BUT, it just so happened that there were spots on a train leaving later at night going to CDG instead of Gare du Nord that were available. He even said we were incredibly lucky to get them. So now I'm home, back in Le Vesinet, with a great trip to Belgium under my belt.
And really, how could a trip not be good when belgian chocolate, frites, belgian waffles, moules, medieval town, and great friends are invovled? I submit it can not. I'm tired... it's time for bed. I will post pictures later. All I have to say is 3 cheers for spontaneous trips to Belgium!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Metro Moment
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Normandy
After grabbing lunch we headed to the Cemetery. Immediately after stepping off the bus, you could feel something different there. Almost a sacredness. The visitor's center was great-- not too big, but still gave a lot of information. The cemetery was beautiful, and Omaha Beach was fantastic. Not in the way that Disneyland is fantastic, but in a way that makes you think and reflect. I thought a lot about my grandpa who served in WWII. Even though he didn't participate in the D-day invasion, to me he still represents the same values of courage, honor, and love of country that those men buried in the cemetery do. If you ever get the chance to go to this place, TAKE IT!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Lazy (er) day.
Anyway, I digress. Today I decided to not spend my time in the city. I decided to relax here in Le Vesinet. I did have to go into Paris to check on train tickets to Normandy tomorrow, but other than that, I had a lovely day. The sun came out today and it was beautiful. I went on a run in it and was actually HOT. I haven't been hot in a while. I love the sun...After my run, I proceeded to shower, do my laundry, clean my room, and do some homework while watching rugby on TV. Fantastic. Just what I needed.
I always thought that I would want to live for just a year in a big city like New York or Boston. After 6 weeks in and around Paris, I am reconsidering those thoughts. I think I am much more inclined towards a calmer, more peaceful existence. Like an existence with 15 acres and a dog.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Once upon a time...
- 1: exquisite bike ride around the Dingle Peninsula. 30 miles later my butt was sore, but the rest of me couldn't have been happier.
- 1: ride in the trunk of the hostel manager's VW Golf to get us to the drop-off point at the top of a mountain.
- 1: hike with Emma up the ridge and down the face of aforementioned mountain through marsh, bog, sheep dung, and farmers' fields.
- 6: different buses that got us where we wanted to go and back. (airport to limerick, limerick to tralee, tralee to dingle. repeat in reverse order) I can't really complain, however. The countryside was breathtaking.
- 2: packs of Fruit Pastilles (thanks for the suggestion Whit. Delicious)
- Countless number of cookies/chocolates
- 3: different fantastic hostels. 1 above a pub, 1 with a kitchen and lovely sitting room, and 1 B&B run by a great old Irish lady who was hard of hearing and liked to pinch your cheek like a grandma.
- Hundreds of SHEEPIES!!!!
- A few shepherds, all with great dogs. Which I wanted.
- 0: times I was required to put on my raincoat. (Incredible, right?)
- 4: fantastic days with 5 friends spent in one of the most beautiful places I've ever seen.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Luck o' the Irish
This is where I'm going.... Dingle, Ireland
Not too h-ing shabby.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Ups and Downs
I bought train tickets a few days ago to go to Germany. My parents were supposed to visit some family friends and I was going to meet them there and stay next Wednesday through Sunday. Well, someone failed to mention to them that you can't travel to Germany if your passport expires within then next 3 months. Which they do. So... I have train tickets to Germany, but no parents to meet. Very VERY sad day. I can't decide if I should still go or if I should get my tickets refunded. Germany tickets = up. Parents not there = down.
I have been sick the past few days. I am feeling much better today, but two days ago I was miserable. No, not swine flue. Simply a cold. I've been drinking lots of tea. Thank the heavens for tea. And I finally felt good enough to go running today for the first time since Monday. Being sick = definite down.
Study abroad in Paris is lonely. I knew this when I signed up for it. I'm pretty okay with being alone. It has its benefits, certainly. But people are great too. Being alone = up and down.
Here's a link to my photo essay this week: Photo Essay The theme was either storefronts or jobs, and I chose storefronts. Our professor wanted us to get creative for the essay portion of this week's post, so I chose to use the names of the stores to make the text of my essay. The text is just one sentence: "La joie de vivre et beaux livres sont la cle au bonheur du jour." For those non-French speakers out there, here's a translation: "The joie de vivre and beatufiul books are the key to daily happiness." I like this essay. I hope my professor does too.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
London Town
Some highlights:
- Borough Market: Um... incredible. I can't really put it into words. and the veggie burger I had there was other-worldly. Who knew you could say that about a veggie burger? You're just going to have to take my word for it.
- Temple Church: built in the 12th century by the Knights Templar. What isn't cool about that? And less touristy than the other famous churches in London.
- The National Gallery: just enough art in a museum so that you get your fill but don't get overwhelmed like at the Louvre and British Museum. And the building itself is gorgeous.
- The ethnic foods. Indian food especially.
- Running in Kensington Gardens/Hyde Park. Makes me want to acquire a dog.
- Theater: Between Wicked, Les Mis, and As You Like It at the Globe, I saw some really fantastic productions.
- Free concert at St. Martin-in-the-Fields.
- Celebrating my b-diddy in London.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Things I learned this week....
2) The Jardiin du Luxembourg is probably my favorite place in Paris so far. I spent all of Friday there doing homework and basking in the incredible weather.
3) The Chateau at Versailles is huge. Enormous. Opulent. Grandiose. And very very gold.
4) Louis XIV had one hell of an ego.
5) Marie Antoinette's little village was SWEET! Better than the chateau. Kinda creepy though. It felt like I was in some sort of blownup play-land. But the animals were fantastic. (Sorry I don't have pictures. My camera died right after we went through the chateau. I will post some when I get the pictures from my friend.)
6) Stake institute dances in France are pretty much the same as in the United States, but with a little bit more techno in the playlist. Thankfully the initial awkwardness in the room that started out the evening left by the end. For a minute there, I was taken back to the memories of youth stake dances where all the girls stand in one group in one corner and the group of boys in the other. I almost ran away... but stayed. It was pretty fun.
7) Sitting in a the Jardin des Tuileries with friends and a baguette is a wonderful way to spend a Sunday afternoon.
I am heading to London tomorrow for the week. I am really excited. And it's my birthday on Friday. I hope it to be a very memorable day.
And now for a slide show of Versailles....
Monday, September 21, 2009
happenings
1) Getting lost in Paris... for an assignment.
2) Walking into a random church during mass. I sat down for about 45 minutes and right before I left, I got to hear the organ.
3) Stake conference this past Sunday in Versailles.
4) Taking a nap in the gardens of Versailles after stake conference.
5) Visiting the Jardin du Luxembourg and watching old men play Petanque (boules).
6) People watching
7) Speaking with my homestay, Nanique. She is a 70 year old bombshell.
On the docket for this week:
1) Trip to Normandy
2) Doing another themed walk around Paris
3) Class
4) Researching things to do in London when we head there next week.
5) A little homework should be done, I suppose.
And here are some pictures before my charger broke.






